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Name: Bekah
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: Montgomery County
Birthday: 6/4/1983
Gender: Female
Interests: Music, Good Tidings of Great Joy, Kittens (and full grown Buttonses), my ibook, NYC and my family
Expertise: Snailface, creating a french braid, watching the OC, creating DVDs on my ibook
Occupation: Marketing
Industry: Business
Message: message me
AIM:  siner5
Member Since:
3/2/2004
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| my bachlorette party is tomorrow- not everyone can come (or is legal) so i'll just be me, natalie, kel, renee and becky... we should get some great snap shots that i can post:) and if you're lucky maybe i'll text you! i'm glad kel is coming down again- it's so nice having her within driving (or train) distance. And plus it's nice having somewhere to stay and play with whenever I want in manhattan!
wedddding stuffffff is crazy....my lists keep growing! but i think the major stuff is taken care of!!!! YAY! 22 days! WE FOUND AN APARTMENT!!!!!!!
It's old- definately has some not so pretty elements- mainly the ugly kitchen, small bathroom and the rug in the spare bedroom- but nothing we can't cover up with rugs and lots of love. And the living space is HUGE- much bigger than the other places we were looking.. and it's a STEAL for this area! PLUS it's in Skippack village- which is an adorable little town
Things are finally coming along!!! Oh- nikki i ended up going with the non-titanium ring-- SORRY! but i polled him, and he actually liked the other one better.. and it came in ANDDDDDD it's awesome... whenever you get married... e-weddingbands.com i am totally in love with the site! plus i had it engraved and it says 'i'll follow you into the dark" and i could tell he was touched... and he never gets touched! whoo hoo for me!!!! | | |
| So I got tired of not blogging, and myspace blogs suck, so I decided to come back to xanga. Agenda for tonight: buy a wedding band for david. Can i just post pics here yet? Let me try:  okay that's ring #1 White Gold Only. Ring #2 is white gold with titanium... What do we think? 
so.... how have I been? Thanks for asking..... Um, not good, good, happy, incredibly sad.... All of the above.. sometimes all at once.. Don't ask how, I don't know.. My bridal shower was last Sunday... it was SUCH a great day- I was overwhelmed with the amount of women who came and the amount of gifts they gave me:) I haven't been that happy in a long time... and that night I cried harder and lost control more than I ever have in my life- possibly even more than in the first few days after she died.
My sisters and I are individually seeing a therapist- not a church couselor type- but an actual professional...... i'm not even that embarassed to admit it because everyweek I talk and talk to her and end up realizing how much of my life has been affected by the loss of my mom... I'm quite a mess- believe it or not.....and getting married in a month and 3 days isn't helping any of that.
I can't wait to be married:) I can't wait for the wedding! I wish my damn dress would come in- I want to try it on!
Sunday's are good days- except that Monday comes next- Work is stressful and I feel like a different person when I'm there.. I'm able to concentrate and contemplate on the weekends. the weeks just clogs my mind with unimportant facts about hot tubs....
well.. who knows when i'll write next... but if you wonder how I'm am: it's same to assume that i'm the confused, sometimes happy, sometimes sad bride to be who is just trying to make it day by day....
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| Gosh it's been awhile (golly gee) Miss Buttons and I are sitting here... after eating some mashed potats and corn together.. waiting for david and Ben to go to Iron Hill brewery for dinner. I need to stop eating b/c i'm officially fat..
Gosh life is boring.. i'm busy at work... stressed b/c lack of christmas present buying in my life... and really hot in this turtleneck...
I love David and am completely tired of NOT being engaged.. BYE | | |
| 2 months ago today... miss you mommy | | |
| Tortola was amazing... but I need to share my amazing Tues. night
I saw the Death Cab show with Stars... now I love the Stars' latest album, so I was soo excited about seeing them. I enjoyed them b/c I like their songs.. however if I didn't know it- it would've been gay- too many people on stage and they were just not attractive people-- like REALLY REALLY unattractive canadians.... the girl looked like a female, fatter pettit... anyway-- David was worried about Death Cab b/c when he's seen Ben sing on TV and on the DVD they have out- he's always off key...
let me tell you... it was amaaaaaaaaaaazzzzzzzinnnnngggggggg...... i am still in awe.... it was perfect-- what i've needed for months.... I haven't been to that incredible of a show in a LONG LONG time.... See this tour-- just see them... I would drive really far to see them again.... I even ignored all the 14 year old OC fans (i love adam brody!) all around me because it was so amazing.. I would've stood for hours more in my incredibly uncomfortable shoes.... I am still floating on a cloudy cloud..... of course they ended with transatlanticism, which of course has been my song to cry to since sept. 17th.... they also did what sarah said which i was surprised at.. and it was incredible.... ahhhh talking about it makes me miss it so much and i want to put on my green t-shirt.... :O)
david and I are celebrating our 3 year tomorrow--- really 3 years since our first kiss- that's how we count it:) So wonderful.... i love him so much!!!! Him and ben gibbard, whom i found strangely attractive despite his ugly outfit and sweat-soaked shirt.... he singgggsss to me... just to meeee!!!!!! | | |
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